Friday, October 29, 2010

Unconditional love




November Second will be exactly a year from the day I recieved the most wonderful news; I was going to be a Mommy!

SO many mixed emotions & thoughts running through my mind that very second, I will never forget. I was so terrified & yet so excited.

Although to be 100 percent truthful, I never thought becoming a mother would be THIS amazing.

Some days I feel like Super Woman, running around like crazy, multitasking, cleaning, feeding, waking up in the middle of the night, changing diapers, attempting to make time for everything else & then some.

There is not one second that Christian isn't running through my mind!...& I wouldn't change a thing!

"Patience is a virtue" As they say. You can ask ANYONE that knows me, they will tell you I'm the most impatient person they've ever known, but when it comes to him...time stops, the world stops. He comes first in every decision I make.

He has made me a better person, if I could go back in time 3 years I would slap the old Justene in the face.

I was so ignorant, ungrateful & selfish...such ugly words, but so very true.

I now count my blessings each and everyday & thank God for everything he has generously given to me.

I have learned to love & appreciate in a whole new way like never before & to be thankful for the little things...even if it's the smallest thing in the world.

Unconditional love.

Those are the only words able to slightly describe Christian to me...

Thank you baby for all you have done; & you don't even know it!