Sometimes I think people may see me as overboard with Christian, I am SO over-protective and in love with my little boy, and he's only half a year old...makes me wonder how insane I will be when he's old enough to date, drive, etc. (Yikes!)
I'm currently attending the Cosmetology program at Howard College, so many of my classmates have babies, children, & a family...but none of them seem to be as close or consumed as I am.
I've had people tell me, they love their kid(s) but they've never seen someone express it like me. Girls at school make fun of me for acting motherly towards them, it cracks me up.
If anyone, even Paul saw some of the things I do to entertain him when it's just Christian and I, they would think I was a nutcase, I dance, I sing, I run back and fourth playing peek-a-boo, I clap and make crazy noises.
Ever since I was a little girl I've felt like I was made to be a mom, I told Paul this the other day & he says well you were, (he's talking God) but I'm talking more than that.
I know God made all women to mother a child but I think I've just always had that certain something inside me that makes a mom, whatever that may be.
When he's older he's going to give me a kiss before he gets out of the car to go to school...or anywhere else.
He's going to check in every hour.
I will have all his friends phone numbers, along with their parents numbers.
Even if he's 17 years old, he will still have to wear antlers or a Santa hat in our Christmas pictures.
(Maybe this is some wishful thinking, but I like to believe all this will happen)
:o)
Our baby is six months old now, half a year of amazing, life changing, sweet moments that I will cherish forever.
I'm proud to be a crazy mama,
Christian will thank me someday, maybe. :)
